It is no surprise.
Last Wednesday when I left my kids at the care of my friend because I needed to go to work, both of them cried.
It was much better to see them just cry but seeing them trying to not to cry at all and put on a brave front, was much harder for me.
It was too much for me to bear.
It got thru me.
On the way back to the parking, I cried.
What else can I do?
This is life.
I realized that I need to be tough, for them.
I realized that I can teach them to be tough and face life's adversities by being tough myself.
I can only pray that my son can really understand all the reasons we have been telling him, as to why we leave them on childcare.
I pray and hope that this experience will not cause any harmful effects when he grows up.
I hope that I can be as tough as I need to be.
Simple fact: Mums need to be tough.
I am a mum, so I NEED to be tough.
