The reason why my family and I will be going to Manila is to have our first real holiday with family and friends.
Bags are packed and almost ready to go.
But the nega or the pessismist in me is again trying to ruin our vacation, even if we haven't even set foot in Manila.
I worry about the news back in Manila that I have been hearing and watching and reading.
I worry about the possibility of something bad happening to my family, my kids especially, while we're there.
I worry that I might miss something important because of the so many things we have planned to do while in Manila.
I feel sad that most of my friends whom I've already emailed and texted and asked if they want to meet up haven't responded yet. It's more of naiinis na kasi ako yung uuwi, ako pa yung nag-aayos at nangungulit. Ah ewan. HeheheJust thinking that maybe they have more urgent matters to attend to. But then again, I don't get to see them often. Oh well :-) Well, I think this is a lesson for me not to put my hopes up. I am expecting for the worst. The thing is, I already did my part :-) Sabi nga nila pag gusto may paraan, pag ayaw maraming dahilan.
Now as to the worrying part, I have lifted it all up to Him. I am letting go, I am letting God.
I am ready to enjoy this well-deserved vacation.
Yipee!
