Crossroads

Crossroads. Again. I just wrote a blog entry a couple of days ago about me spending more time on things that really matter. Well, a few days after that I found myself again needing to decide which path to take. I recently got my accreditation from an organization that will allow me to continue practicing teaching here in Australia. It's an answered prayer. But I just felt that things are a bit complicated becuase I have started enjoying being a full time mom and wife. I've discovered the joys of having witnessed all the milestones my son has achieved over the couple of months that I was out of work. I was always there. I'm sure God right now is getting confused of what I really want. I feel that when I start working again, the guilt of not being able to personally take care of my son will be back. I am at present on the process of discerning again. I'd wait. Maybe it's the best way for me and for my family to see what God has really prepared for us. Crossroads. Again. No more worries this time. Life would not be as grand and as colourful without them.